Ryan's first swim lesson and mommy in mourning.

First off, i have to say that i feel that i am in some sort of mourning stage. my little baby will turn 1 tomorrow and i just don't want it to happen. maybe it's b/c scott says we are only having two kids so i know this will be the last time we experience a "1st birthday" and i will no longer experience anything baby. Yes, i am sitting in front of the tv right now watch dvd's of when i was pregnant and when i was in the hospital with owen. sad sad. take a deep breath, sara. it will be ok. i have to work tomorrow (why take the day off when owen doesn't even realize it's his birthday...i am the only one having a hard time with it so the more i keep busy the better) but owen and i had some good cuddle time tonight!


Alright, tonight was Ryan's first time taking swim lessons. so, it didn't go as well as planned. ryan had a few crying episode while in the water but towards the end, he was doing pretty well. the teacher told me he would do better in private lessons. hummmm, guess that means we flunked. she said he just does better one on one. i got in the water with him right after the class. we practiced jumping in and getting our face wet. the teachers saw what all he could do. think scott is still going to take him next week just to see how he did. gotta give the guy a second chance. he was forced into the water today with two strangers so let's at least give him a second chance!!!

yesterday we moved ryan up to a britax frontier carseat/booster seat and moved owen to the britax decathlon. he looks pretty good in his big boy carseat. still only 19 pounds so we gotta stay rear-facing for a while.

And last night, the boys played baseball. Owen know all about picking up a bat and hitting the ball. he loves to do what daddy and ryan are doing!!!